Alot of people don’t want to admit that they are jealous of someone. Its because they want people to know that they feel good in their own skin, and that they are confident. I envy anyone who is more confident than I am. For sure, everybody is insecure in their own level. Some just hide it really well, trust me. Since I always try to be the exception (which may not always be a good thing), I want to tell everyone that gives a shit about what I have to say, that I am jealous. I am not envious of everybody, but I do get jealous. I want to let everyone know that I get pissed off sometimes because someone is doing something better than I am. But I also want to let everyone know that I am slowly but surely accepting the fact that I am not perfect, and neither are you. Hence, I shouldn’t expect anyone to be perfect. I want to apologize to anyone that I expected not to make a mistake. I’m accepting the fact that some people will always out stand me in some things, whereas I will always out stand people in some other things. What can we do… we can’t be good at everything. Practice doesn’t make perfect, because there will always be room for error. Believe that. Even when you do something OH SO WELL, you can always get better. But what happens when you’re afraid to do something? Then how can you practice? Do you overcome your fear? But then, what if you cant. Don’t beat yourself up… just leave it to someone else. Because they’re leaving what they can’t do no matter how hard they try, to you. I know you hear “you can do anything as long as you put your mind to it.” Matter of fact, that probably is true. But get back in reality, no one really tries that hard. That’s why we are all blessed with something others can’t do… so we can rely on each other and so we can help each other.
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