We can't be good at everything.

Alot of people don’t want to admit that they are jealous of someone. Its because they want people to know that they feel good in their own skin, and that they are confident. I envy anyone who is more confident than I am. For sure, everybody is insecure in their own level. Some just hide it really well, trust me. Since I always try to be the exception (which may not always be a good thing), I want to tell everyone that gives a shit about what I have to say, that I am jealous. I am not envious of everybody, but I do get jealous. I want to let everyone know that I get pissed off sometimes because someone is doing something better than I am. But I also want to let everyone know that I am slowly but surely accepting the fact that I am not perfect, and neither are you. Hence, I shouldn’t expect anyone to be perfect. I want to apologize to anyone that I expected not to make a mistake. I’m accepting the fact that some people will always out stand me in some things, whereas I will always out stand people in some other things. What can we do… we can’t be good at everything. Practice doesn’t make perfect, because there will always be room for error. Believe that. Even when you do something OH SO WELL, you can always get better. But what happens when you’re afraid to do something? Then how can you practice? Do you overcome your fear? But then, what if you cant. Don’t beat yourself up… just leave it to someone else. Because they’re leaving what they can’t do no matter how hard they try, to you. I know you hear “you can do anything as long as you put your mind to it.” Matter of fact, that probably is true. But get back in reality, no one really tries that hard. That’s why we are all blessed with something others can’t do… so we can rely on each other and so we can help each other.

#team work

bad morning!

today started off horrible. i woke up from the weirdest dream ever! it's like one of those when you only remember bits and pieces and they don't make any sense when put together.

People these days are so fake.

They talk to you when they need help. But once you need them..they ain’t around. I rather have them out of my life, then be a part of my life. Just as they never exist. This is what I get for being to genuine. Once I hate you, I will hate you. Don’t expect me to “get over it” or “its not worth it” I’m tired of those line. Fuck you and your two cent!

—Edit. Oh btw fuck your opinions!

simple

This world is complicated.There is not a single thing about it that is simple. We wish though, that there are things that are simple. It’s what everyone craves. The simplicity of it all. But this is one of those situations that no one gets what they want. At least not when are things are considered.

People make things simple by ignoring everything else. They ignore others’ emotions, other situations, or mot often morals. No one wants to deal with the complications. We want to forget they even exist because honestly we aren’t even equipped to handle the complicated world we live in. We can’t handle all the conflicting emotions, we can’t comprehend fully the thoughts that run through our minds. We don’t know how to react to majoirty of the things we see or her. We can’t figure it all out.

It’s all too complicated. So we start ignoring things, disregarding things, anything to simplify it all.